I love Jesus with all my heart and i want a deeper understanding of him. I have CP (cerebral palsy) which means i can't walk properly and i really believe that God can help me. Lots of my friends call me moody or negative and i just want to be happy and free but i don't seem to be able to do that. I pray to God everyday and spend up to 5 hours a day praying for freedom. My mind is filled with Satan although I've never had anything to do with him and quite a few people have just said he does that because he's trying to differ my faith in the lord. Despite my head having that kinda thing in it, my heart truly longs for Jesus. Jesus won't take account for the thing my head says right? Because if he's judging my heart then i guess i'm in the right place. Please pray for my spiritual freedom from this torture in my mind.